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sorry

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 17, 2008, 1:54 AM
Ok, I have a new picture up. Sorry it's taken me a while to get any pictures submitted again. I also have to submit one of Leilani's ultrasound pictures that I haven't been able to put up here yet. But I will.

The reason why the journal title is 'sorry' is because I am sorry for many things. I haven't been on here very much and it's mainly because I keep forgetting about it. So sorry about that...Also I want to apologize for not being very social on here as well. As everyone knows, I'm getting towards the end and I haven't been feeling very well. I hardly get any sleep, I've been losing appetite (cause of constant kicking in my stomach), I'm never comfortable, and my moodswings have gotten worse. So Sorry but I just don't feel like being very social at the moment. I'm sure after the baby's born I'll be back to my old self. But until then I just don't want to talk very much. Hope you guys understand.

:rose:
Sara
&
Leilani

  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: Rudie's World of Warcraft
  • Drinking: Dr Pepper

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: in your closet
  • Interests: My baby, Anime, Vampires, drawing (duh), writing, and training
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantasy Advent Children, Becoming Jane, and Juno
  • Favourite band or musician: Dir En Grey, Miyavi, Black Cherry, and Bob Marley
  • Favourite genre of music: Jpop, Jrock
  • Favourite artist: Da Vinci
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
  • Wallpaper of choice: currently... my husband
  • Favourite game: DDR, sims, and wow
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho
  • Personal Quote: "Life's short, live it to the fullest."
  • Tools of the Trade: Trust no one

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~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: 6 days 12 hours ago
It's not comfortable at all...lol. I hope she gets out soon. Once my baby showers are done then she can come. But if I had it my way she'd be out yesterday lol

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Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~dragonlover13:icondragonlover13: Jul 9, 2008, 10:14:39 PM
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=Raegans:iconRaegans: Jul 8, 2008, 4:01:05 AM
owie, that does not sound very comfortable at all.. >.<! I hope that gets to feeling better once the little bugger gets her butt here!

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:heart: Together Forever, Bryan and Mary :heart: July 10th, 2006 :heart:
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: Jul 7, 2008, 7:05:11 PM
LOL thank you for understanding so well. Plus it's kinda hard to keep in touch with people cause of all these websites I have to keep updating, and with my pregnant mind I can't even remember what I did with my shoes sometimes lol. So it's really hard for me to keep up with everything. I just can't wait till I have the baby. She's bruised the whole inside of my belly from her kicks and she likes to drag her foot along the side of my stomach. DX not a good feeling lol.

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Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
=Raegans:iconRaegans: Jun 7, 2008, 7:46:52 AM
Don't be sorry silly, you're at a hectic time in your life, baby is close to being here, and you just got off vacation! I bet you're going to have a lot of fun with the baby showers, once all the planning is out of the way, then you'll get to relax, have fun, and visit with friends and family while they all pet your tummy xD!

AND LOL! I'll make sure to have my phone with me! xD
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: Jun 7, 2008, 1:10:32 AM
I miss you too! I'm sorry I haven't been able to talk much...so much is going on...now that the vacation is over, we're working on my baby showers. There's one for my husbands side, cause he has a big family and a lot of friends. And one for my side. So we're trying to organize everything and make sure we don't plan two different baby showers on the same day >.< I'm going nuts lol.

Thank you! I'll text ya if I'm close to going crazy lol XD

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Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
=Raegans:iconRaegans: May 27, 2008, 7:12:56 AM
;saldjgads I hope all goes well! I miss you lots! Just remember you have my # and you're welcome to call or text me at any time!
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: May 27, 2008, 2:35:29 AM
Oh ok lol I thought so, I checked my messages and noticed you added me and I was like "O.o is that Mary?" lol. Thanks for letting me know ^_^.

Sorry I won't reply to your messages for a while, my sister was just in town and I'm having a little bit of hubby problems. Nothing serious, just that I'm getting to the end of my pregnancy and we don't know what we're gonna do. So I'm kinda going nuts lol. I'll message you about it on myspace probably.

Miss you! :heart:
Hope you're doing good!

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
=Raegans:iconRaegans: May 24, 2008, 2:35:44 PM
Lol, hey hun, this is Mary ^^ I just switched my name to this P: xD

Hope to hear from you soon!!!!!
~RaegansDA:iconRaegansDA: May 15, 2008, 9:12:36 PM
Lol, well, hopefully she wont be so much of a clean freak she puts herself in a bubble o.o;

but I am sure you are going to have SO much fun being a mom, you're going to get to watch her develop her own personality, and you'll get to do all of that fun stuff that everyone waits for when they have their baby. You know all the torturing of dressing them up, and taking a bajillion pictures xD

My fiancee finally admitted that he REALLY wants a baby, even though I am the age I am. I told him I thought it was sweet, and I kind of was caught off guard that my mom said she'd be cool with it O_o.. if I had a daughter say that at my age, i'd have a freaking heartattack xD

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Doesn't expecting the unexpected, make the unexpected, expected?
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: May 15, 2008, 12:21:40 AM
LOL oh don't worry. I know all about the chicken pocks thing. I was lucky, I had mine when I was like 3 or 4, I can't remember. I would actually want her to get the chicken pocks around then too, like you said...you don't remember it XD. She might end up being a clean freak anyways because her dad is very orginized and clean. So she might get it from him. I'd actually also want her to make her own mistakes. That's how I learned. If it weren't for all the fuck ups I did, I wouldn't know all the stuff I know now.

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Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~RaegansDA:iconRaegansDA: May 14, 2008, 11:47:37 AM
Exactly, I just hope that you are able to relax enough when the baby finally arrives, that you allow her to make her own mistakes as she grows up, and don't keep her in a plastic bubble away from all sharp objects o.o; That may just make her a bit nuts O_o; and a bit of a clean freak, but I know how parents can get when it comes to their first babies, they say one thing, and then the baby gets there, and it's like you want to protect it from even invisible things like germs. OH! And as your baby gets older.. LET IT PLAY WITH KIDS THAT HAVE CHICKEN POCKS!!!!!!! I learned that it's best you get it when you're young >.> and it's better to get it over and done with before they will actually remember those horrible scritchy spots o.o (but not as a baby, like.. uh.. older, yet younger.. ish o.o XD)

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Doesn't expecting the unexpected, make the unexpected, expected?
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: May 14, 2008, 3:15:36 AM
Oh completely. Whenever someone makes a mistake about something I always forgive them right away cause that's how we learn. Yet they look at me like I'm nuts cause they're like "How can you forgive me so easily?" And I tell them that we all make mistakes...in all different forms, shapes, and sizes. And we learn from them to make sure we don't do them again. Seriously...how do you learn that a fire is hot and it can hurt unless you touch it first? We've all done it and we've all learned from it. It's how we get by in life lol

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Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~RaegansDA:iconRaegansDA: May 6, 2008, 5:57:18 AM
Yeah, it's always good to learn from your mistakes.. afterall, making mistakes is really the best way to teach yourself, rather than to just be overly cautious

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Doesn't expecting the unexpected, make the unexpected, expected?
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: May 6, 2008, 5:07:17 AM
You're welcome! (Sorry it took me so long to reply XD;...)

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: May 6, 2008, 5:06:02 AM
Yea it was...that's why I don't regret anything in my past now. Cause everything I've done and everything that's happened to me has made me into the person I am today. And I wouldn't take that back for the world. I actually stand up for myself now. I never did that before, I was like a quiet little mouse lol.

it takes a while to go through everything in ones life and accept it. There's still somethings I wish I didn't do, but when I think about it, I wouldn't have he discipline or the courage I have today if I didn't go through that. And that helps me accept it.

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~Mizutei:iconMizutei: Apr 25, 2008, 5:37:38 PM
Thanks for the fav ^___^
~RaegansDA:iconRaegansDA: Apr 10, 2008, 3:38:33 AM
Yeah =/ that's sad x-x... gah *hugs* But hey.. it was a learning experiance =/

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Doesn't expecting the unexpected, make the unexpected, expected?
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: Apr 10, 2008, 1:01:46 AM
It's always good to get things off your chest when you're upset or depressed about things. One thing I've learned, the more you hold it in, the worse it gets. And my depression got so bad one year that I became suicidal and was self destructive. But now that I'm having a baby, I have all these scars and I wish I never did it. It'll be something I'll have to explain to my baby one day.

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~RaegansDA:iconRaegansDA: Apr 8, 2008, 7:08:50 AM
Bleh.. after I comment back on everything right now.. you're getting a long ass note x-x i've been so depressed lately.. and I guess now would be a time to talk about things

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Doesn't expecting the unexpected, make the unexpected, expected?
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: Apr 8, 2008, 12:23:00 AM
LOL sounds great! I understand how situations and problems can be complicated, so when you get the time, go ahead and get me caught up. And don't worry, if anything feels too personal to talk about it, just say so. I won't push. And if there's anything you want to know about me, just go ahead and ask. I'm not that shy about certain things. lol

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~RaegansDA:iconRaegansDA: Mar 24, 2008, 6:02:15 PM
LOL poor you x) *pat pats*

And I shall do that.. probably just to get you kind of already on the page i'm on x-x so when I do come to you, you wont be completely lost xD

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Doesn't expecting the unexpected, make the unexpected, expected?
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: Mar 24, 2008, 2:57:43 PM
Aww thank you.

LOL yea I know, I already snap at my bf and my mother a lot as is, and if I start working I probably won't be able to put up with stupid people lol.

Oh yea, just send me a note if something ever comes up and you want to talk about it.

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani
~RaegansDA:iconRaegansDA: Mar 21, 2008, 11:50:38 AM
Aww, that's so adorable! I am sure that you guys are going to have so much fun <:

And oh lord o.o working while preggy o: Don't be suprised if people check up on you constantly o.o

Heh, that's quite true in its self. And I can talk to you about it.. but not on here >.> maybe through a note. Cause yeah e.e; On here wouldn't be good lol.

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Doesn't expecting the unexpected, make the unexpected, expected?
~YinYangSakura:iconYinYangSakura: Mar 19, 2008, 10:59:41 PM
Yea I really want to be there for her when she has her baby. ^_^ I can't wait! She's having a girl too so I just can't wait till our girls are old enough for play dates.

I'm glad to see you're doing well too! Yea things are just gonna get even crazier cause I'm going to have to start working soon. @_@ lol My mom talks to my belly now XD its so cute, she's so weird sometimes.

Well who's life is pretty? lol Seriously though, no one's perfect, especially this day and age. I've been through some freaky and rather stupid stuff so I'll completely understand if you just wanna keep to yourself. But just letting you know I'll still be here for ya if you ever change your mind. ^_^

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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Due date is 8/26/08 we'll see what happens ^_^

:rose: Sara & baby Leilani